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Sep. 5th, 2005 @ 09:20 pm
new eljay
new eljay

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Feb. 2nd, 2005 @ 06:57 pm
im bored yet again so im udating.
i feel like i havent hung out with some people sicne like the 1800s

people think they know me sooo well, well they dont know shit.

i really enjoy being talked to by some people when the people they like better arent around

i collect BAZOOKA BUBBLEGUM wrappers for fun. i plan on being gay and making wall paper out of a bunch of them.

i hate hipocrites they drive me crazy as do liars, braggers and copiers.

im SIKED to the maxium for presindents weekend. 2 weeks from tomorow.

having a ONE TREE HILL feista with lauren this weekend cause we are that cute.

i missold times, i wish somethings would go back to how it used to be

i read somewhere that if you have loops in your signature that means you dont turst people. i have a loop in every letter. when i tell people not to tell anyone i know they will so i dont tell them stuff that i truely care about. i gusse the thing is right.


i dont think my spelling could be any worse

i hate the groundhog, he ruined my day!
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: TV

Jan. 26th, 2005 @ 07:11 pm
-i hated it when people bullshit me; tell me the truth and 9 times out of 10 i wont care
-i love it when people ask how your day was
-i hate my math teacher and amth in general
-i love watching really intense or good movies
-i hate when people talk about hanging out and never get a round to actually doing it
-i hate it when people dont call you back when there phone call decides whether you do can amke other plans
-i love the summer
-i love food
-i love coke
-i hate when people cuss when it is not needed at all
-i hate when people brag about how high or drunk they got the weekended
-i love flipflops and soffee shorts
-i love goofing off
-i hate not having a dog
-sometime i hate my hair
-i love going to school and laughing all day
-i love haning out with people i havent hung out with in forever
-i love randomly remeber stuff that we did when we were little and start cracking up about it
-i love the OC
-i hate the cold
-i love when my phone rings or getting messages(any kind)
-i love really close games that make you stand up or not want to watch the last minute cause it so close

^ha alright wow im gay, but those are things i've realized in the past week
Current Mood: working
Current Music: Brand New

2005 Jan. 9th, 2005 @ 06:46 pm
me and 2005 are not a good mix. when the year started i started over with a new outlook on things. that didnt last. i hate school so much. i cant ever remeber hating it this badly, and its not the school i hate. Im finally starting to like my teachers im trying in all of my classes. i hate the people. i hate the way so many people try to be others, theyll dress like them and talk like them, i hate the way people use their "friends", i hate how two-faced the people are, i hate how people get mad at you if you talk to someone they are mad at and you are not and i hate how people will be nice to you 1st bell and bitch you out 3rd. I feel so akward around the people i always hung out with since i could remeber.im getting used to the dichted factor. i know this sounds gay but my mom has become one of my best friends. she trusts me and i dont want to loose that. she always told me to get a hobby and i finally have. for my birthday two people gave me collages and i loved them so now thats what i like to do when i get bored. for some reason im feeling creative like i want to make people stuff but i dont have anyone to make it for. i cant till we move at next month. ill be like 2.5 seconds away from clarkie. i miss her so much. she doesnt ditch you to hang out with guys or to get drunk or smoke. she doesnt try to be somebody else she CLARKIE and i love her. Ive realized i miss kim alot too. i always think that she just sick and shell be back tomorow but tomorow comes and shes not back. i wish things where they way they used to be. everyone was cool around each other and we just all hung out and did nothing and it ws still fun. i dont want things to change anymore. i dont like the direction its heading. i dont even know why im writing this. im not writing to make a point or for anyone to read and comment or for people to feel bad for me. and just bored and now i cant stop typing. im getting more movtivated to work out and do things for myself and not wait and let other people do it for me. im starting to try really hard at school and keep my grades at good points. i cant wait for this summer! during my long term of procrastination today i made a calender counting down tell spring break and till summer. for some reason i have my mind set on those to things and some how everything relates to it.

"You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view . . . until you climb into his skin and walk around in it"
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: None

Dec. 24th, 2004 @ 01:51 pm
remember:
 
dancing in the car?
making the car shake?
nsync?
colt 45?
flavor of the week?
girl all the bad guys want?
sevy with a 'y' and sevi with an 'i'?
1 maybe 2 maybes?
TEENAGE DIRTBAG?
all night sleep overs?
duck?
bahamahs?
tubing?
canoeing?
POSITIVE ENGERGY?
popping a squat?
beach volleyball?
chip and dip in bed?
sparkling cider?
sleeping on the floor?
sleeping in the garage aparment?
sleeping in the poolhouse?
sleeping in the dounegan?
making brownies?
prank phone calls?
lower school?
middle school?
the camping trip?
twelve mile hike?
one plus one is...?
fifth grade lunches?
lacrosse games?
basketball games?
wrestling tournemants?
feild hockey camp?
ridding bikes?
burger king trips?
walks to wendys?
riding on handle bars?
falling into a thron bush?
sumo wrestling?
bowling?
movies?
fall festivals?
middle school dances?
swim team?
volleyball?
"spilt lemonade"?
bench warming?
symapthy games?
BFE?
BALLER?
Peter Pan?
Little Mermaid?
Mulan?
lacrosse?
the fights?
birthdays?
one piece bathsuits?
car pool?
granny panties?
saved by the bell?
brittney spears?
spice girls?
beenie babies?
scrunchies?
thinking alchohol was nasty?
swearing never to smoke?
cartoons?
after school?
candy land?
feild day?
make beleive?
playing house?
friends?
three way phone calls?
disney channel?
nicknames?
the belvader?
teaching/learning how to do a dive?
after school snakcs?
early bedtimes?
 

remember how much fun it was to be little?
 
...everything changes and we grow up...
but just look at all these memories.
 
 
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Christmas Music
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» (No Subject)
ha, well school is getting better, ive been getting a lot closer to some people and ah its so much fun/haha on saturday lauren kim ally and i started our own club F.A.G. hah yes yes we are the fat ass group how cool are we!

ah its been SO exctiing latley lauren,michelle and stefani have been drawing my pretty pciutres but they are more then that ha. their stories. AHH yes i know how exciting. ha and today courtney gave me the big leaf she found. ha cute.

STORY:
today i was wearing the sirt i wore for twim day. the one that has a dinosor. hand drawn by stefani toalson on teh front and it has ALEAREX on the back. we anyways this guy was like what did you do to your shirt and i was like ha. my freind did it. and he goes ah no dont try to put the blame on someone else you did when you were bored. so i gave up and i was like yes your right and walked away. and he read teh back and he was like what are you renaming yourself what does that say and i was like ha. no its says alarex for alex. and he goes oh are you calling out and trying out new things i was like yes yes. and he goes ive been watching doctor phil latly calling out is like sign for help and attnetion can i do anything to help you. hah well that might be a little confusing but it was quite funny.

i found this thing so FILL IT OUT! if you read this its a MUST DO!!!
WHAT AM I :
1.Quiet or Loud??
2. Short or Tall??
3. Weird or Original??
4. Nice or Mean??
5. Friendly or Selfish??
6. Normal or Special??
7. Smart or Stupid??
8. Boring or Fun??
9. Pretty or Ugly??

DO YOU THINK I'M:
1. Shy??
2. Weird??
3. Crazy??
4. Cute??
5. More than a friend??
6. A good friend??
7. Conceited??
8. Attractive??
9. Happy go Lucky??

JUST SOME QUESTIONS:
1. What song reminds you of me??
2. If you could rename me...what would my name be??
3. Have you ever had a dream of me??
4. If you could GIVE me anything...what would it be??
5. If you could ASK me one last thing what would it be??
6. If you could TELL me one last thing what would it be??
7. Describe me in 3 words:
EVERYONE:
1. When you first saw me wat was the first thing that came to your mind??
2. Do you wish we were closer??
3. State your honest opinion of me
4. Have I changed since you first met me....if so how and in a good or bad way??
» (No Subject)
hmph :\ well i must suck. ha.

school hmp. ugh. its a "in a werid kind of way" thing.

some many people are gay and i just want to hit them in face but i try to refrain myself. mwah. :D.

i found out one more thing the drives me CRAZY. is when people brag. UGH. hmp. GR. yes yes we know you are rich you dont have to remind is. ha oh well.

oh man what happend to all the positivety :\. hmp. i think i need a break from everything the drives me crazy. i think i need a VACTION> mwah. AH yes somewhere warm to. any body else wanna come?

and just for the recored i love stefani toalson. she is a fellow commenter. yall should take after her.
» COPYING
i know its supose to be like some sort of compliment when people copy you or whatever but i think i have a new pet peeve: when people copy you and
A. you dont like them.
B. they take it and uses it and pretend its theirs
C. they act like they made it up and tell other people to uses it
D. when its soemthing that you REALLY like and you are the only person who does and them all off suddne someone else does.

GRR i just want to punch all the people who do that in teh face and push them off a bridge.

and whats with people making up stuff that they have nothing to do with and arent apart of at all and make all this commocion too. ah i want to pucnh them in the face and push them off a bride to.

AHH SO VIOLENT! :\
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i think i wanna learn how to read peoples mind
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YAY. volleyball is over. we finished 0-9 in TCIS. ha yes yes we were awesome i no. our last game was in a cafeteria but not any cafetaria one that you paly volleyball and has lockers and a soup machince in it also. mwaha.

school is AUGH. people are :\ undescribable. some people i dont really talk to that much anymore werid weird. less then a month till my brithday still dont have any plans. :\ anybody actaully staying here for thanksgiving?

i still have gigantous pain in my ankle from when Laura and i had our "lets run into to each other while were on differnt sides of the net" accident. ha oh well. hah that was great.

like 4 or 5 more weeks till exams which mean we finished a trimester of school YAY. only 2 more to go :\.

the cold wheather is bring negative thoughts AGH oh no :O i need the warm whether to come back. :D
» (No Subject)
SCHOOL:
well school is getting better in a werid short of way. i still miss my fun science classes with kim and ha. lacorsse wont be the same with out clarkie. but kaelyn is back and that is a good thing but chris left :( that is a bad thing.

well ally told me that she thinks i should be a cheerleader so now shes got me all "peppy" hah thanks al. i made up a cheer and taught it to lauren. ha oh man watch out for us. i dont even think remeber it. ha but anyways.

VOLLEYBALL:
i think this is an extremly gay sport. only two mores games and we if we loose both ha. well we will just have the best recorded ever 0-9 in TCIS. ha yes yes we suck. but laura hasnt "spilt her lemade" yet this year. hah oh man.

well stefani has sucedeeded in her music teaching skills. hah YAY for her. now i just have to remeber the real names of the bands not my nicknames for them. ha im such a dork i no.

birthday is coming up actually no i have till thanksgiving but im not excited for it for some werid reason. Everyones haveing like a blowout for their birthday.

ha. alright here another novel about my exciting life. yes i no you care so much.
» Ha.
ha. well this weekend was actually fun.

Friday: NO PRACTICE always a good start. went to Addie, rode our bikes to Burger King to spend the BK bucks :D) ha some the next eminem. I got a picture w/ a turkey. Uh later on went to Friday Night Lights with Addie, Liza and TJ. ha. went back to Addies had cake(Sams bday, watched TV and went to bed)

Saturday: uh woke up ate breakast hung around decided we wanted to go to glamour shots so at 4 00 Kerry picked us up and we went there. Did the Glaomur Shot adventour. Left went to go to Sbarro or whatever and one the way i saw ANDY! TAlked to him for a little bit. Stephanie picked us up dropped Addie came home and chilled.

Today: Woke up went to Cheasapeake Bagle came home went to the mall (thrid day in a row most i have ever been). Came home BLAH BLAH went to the grocery store. went to some house saw the Alspaughs. HA my dad let me drive home, Sarah came over with the baby and now im debating whether to start my paper or change my room aorund. hmm any suggestions

VOLLEYBALL update: well we went from being 6-1 or 6-0 to 6-5 or 6-6 yea thats gay i no. played NSA Thursday. Won the first game lost the send two GRAHH :((. yes yes volleyball sucks.

Ah i was SOO excited i got a lovely comment from my dearest Kimberly!!!i havent talked to her a while! oh man :D)

ha now that i just wrote a novel i have to go do something produtcive :| :\
» (No Subject)
this weekend was great.

school today :\ volleyball game tomorow in ??Willamsburg?? who goes there

hah really werid/ramdom thought: noone ever says how was school or how was your day. :\ jerks :\. ha gay i no


* i want to learn how to make my livejournal pretty! *
» (No Subject)
ha. this looked like so much fun ;D.

01] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[02] Am I lovable?
[03] How long have you known me?
[04] When and how did we first meet?
[05] What was your first impression?
[06] Do you still think that way about me now?
[07] What do you think my weakness is?
[08] Do you think that I'll get married?
[09] What makes me happy?
[10] What makes me sad?
[11] What reminds you of me?
[12] If you could give me anything, what would it be?
[13] How well do you know me?
[14] When's the last time you saw me?
[15] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[16] Do you think i could kill someone?
[17] Describe me in one word.
[18] Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
[19] Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
[22] Have you ever not liked me or hated me?
[23] If i had 5 minutes left to live what would you say to me?
[24] What's your whole complete opinion about me?
[25] What's your favorite memory with me?
[26] What's my biggest flaw?
» =Þ
oh man life sure can suck sometimes :/

-im not going to have a phone till im like 35 now and me and my mom AREN'T talking.

yea school sucks. some people are werid. oh man can't wait to get out!
» (No Subject)
ha. i bet no one will fill this out bu tit worth a try :/

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Mannerisms:
Friends:

Would You
» Be my friend?:
» Lie to make me feel better?:
» Spread rumors about me?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Hug me?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Miss me if i was gone?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Listen to my problems?:
» Hug me if i cried?;
» Love me?:


How Well Do You Know Me?
When's my birthday?
How old am I?
What school do I go to?
Do i have any siblings?
Who is my best friend?
Who am i crushing on/dating?
Favorite color?
Lucky number?
What is my worst subject?
Best subject?
Favorite sport?
Favorite TV show?
» ITS OFFICAL
today woke up went to school nothing special.
had a game vs. Northhampton..oh man what a game. haha well i am no the greatest volleyball palyer in history of the ever! ha i played all games she never took me out...psshh please me. Me and Stefani had our own team huddles on the BENCH the whole 3 games. soo youll be seeing us as "techys" in the play haha oh man watch out we are thinking theater. anyways after the VIGORUS bench sitting i went out to dinner with Toalsons and Nick. uhh yea ha had some funny moments. Now im at home delaying the process of the rewritetation of my summer paper. sounds fun i no!
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http://community.webshots.com/user/allexx111
» OH MAN
oh man what a day!

this moring as i was hurrying to get ready i stepped on a tack barefoot and it PENITRATED(big word, i no) through my foot. Well i had to pull that out. go to school and during math class i was told "they were really worried about my foot so i had a doctors appointment" *wink wink* knowing how much i love needles and shots, the doctors decide they are going to give me a tecnes shot even though mine doesnt expire till im 15( i still have like 2 more months) anyways hah yes i start freaking out and nurse was such a BITCH she started yelling at me:( funny it sounds i no but i wasnt..anways got back to school..the usally deal. then we palyed NA who beat all three games. HELLS YEA BICHES! haha me and stefani won our "sympothy game" :D then me, addie and stefnai went to atlas, had soem laughs. i came home realized i have a bucnh of hoemwork what fun at its picture day tomorow SMILE BIG!
» SUMMER </3
Summer has ended today for everyone!

This summer i have learned some many things about people.
-some people we do anything to be cool or hang out with "cool" kids
-some'll ditch their friends who they no will always be there for them
-some will be mad if you make new friends that they dont like
-some will just change completely

this summer has been one of the best ever. I got to hang out wiht people i didnt get to see or hang out much during school. i met new people and made new friends

haha oh man i sound so emotional :D.

i still have homework to finish soo...:\

:b

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